i should sober up
i should give a fuck
i should quit trying my luck
i should find love
quit tryna buy drugs
i should try searching for a pulse
try to chase that feeling i miss so much
try to feel anything for anyone
try to feel the pain that i've made so numb
i'm summoning the clique in the back of the club
i spent enough time on the backroads
mindset like wine, now my eyes low
hands pulling at the wheel like I’m tryna find god
no breaks, snow tires, no love
found a party in the hills, fuck it let's go
need to buy some pills, try to let go
stomach turning like time when i hate my life
can’t feel my eyes, can’t feel my eyes