i've been drinking for like six days
i can’t feel your hands on my face
drowning in the bottle like a lake
clawing at the surface
what’s a life with no purpose?
and i don’t wanna speak your name
voices in my head, try to keep them at bay
i tried to feel, but all i got was pain
i tried to love, but i’m too good with hate
i’m caught up in my ways
i don’t wanna live just to see another day
i don’t wanna dream just to see it fade away
i don’t wanna go if you stay
i wanna meet death i can’t wait
i’m tryna find an altered state
i don’t wanna leave just to be alone
i don’t wanna feel like i can’t feel anymore
i don’t wanna dream when i wake up cold
i don’t wanna be who i am anymore
i don’t wanna try, i’m so tired tonight
i don’t have a heart that can let in the light
i don’t wanna be who i am anymore
i don’t wanna be who i am anymore
my heart is a tomb, but my body’s at peace
i can’t even speak when i hear you breathe
you don’t want to make any time for me
you don’t want to take any lines from me
i can’t even speak when i hear you breathe
i can’t even breathe when i try to sleep
i can never sleep til i find some peace
but i won’t find peace til my heart stops beating